Mo Xuanyu quickly nodded along, his lips pressed shut as if he needed to keep quiet already. If it had to be the deepest, darkest secret kept in the furthest depths of Mo Xuanyu's heart, he would do it in an instant for Jin Guangyao.
When he realized what talismans Jin Guangyao was using, his heart skipped two beats. Talismans were one of the few things he could say he was actually good at, and without inspecting it Mo Xuanyu could recognize it from this far away. Every little thing that made this just a bit more real made his heart pound harder, until he was certain that it was impossible for Jin Guangyao to miss the sound of it.
At the request to undress Mo Xuanyu nearly ripped his own clothes off, undressing faster than he ever had in his life. It was only once he had pulled the last of his garments off that it suddenly hit him that he was naked before Jin Guangyao. His bashfulness caught up with him and Mo Xuanyu hunched in a little, trying to subtly hide the thick liquid on his thighs and his cock that was already getting hard again, as if those weren't the reasons for getting naked in the first place.
He nervously and wordlessly glanced up at Jin Guangyao from behind his eyelashes, desperate for approval even more so while in a vulnerable state like this. What if Jin Guangyao didn't like how he looked? What if he wasn't good enough for him? These and more thoughts surfaced unbidden even as Mo Xuanyu tried desperately to push them down.
He could feel the yearning in the air between them. And his heart was beating faster somehow despite himself he was wretched. He felt his own cock begin to plump at the sight of his younger brother. Beautiful and shy, all the loveliness that the Jin line held.\\He smiled gently at the young man.
"A-yu, Straighten your back. You are beautiful, you do not need to hide it on my account," he spoke gently, dipping the cloth in the water and beginning to wipe his brother's body. He was on his knees as he did so, he worked slowly, almost reverently. Mo Xuanyu deserved to feel loved. Like he was a treasure. And not something to be tossed aside.
He started at his feet and moved up his thighs, cleaning his come off him, but being careful not to get too close to his cock yet. He would hate for him to spend himself again so soon.
Even when Jin Guangyao reassured him, it took him a little while before he did relax enough to stop covering himself.
His gaze was glued to Jin Guangyao as he worked, mouth hanging open slightly. It somehow felt like this was wrong, like he should be attending to Jin Guangyao instead, but he didn't dare ask him to stop. All he could do was watch entranced as Jin Guangyao moved up his legs little by little, and by the time he was wiping off the errant come Mo Xuanyu was already fully hard once again. This time, there was no hiding it from Jin Guangyao's sight. His whole body was flushed, eager and waiting.
He nodded once, then swallowed to try to wet his dry mouth before speaking. "Yao-ge," his voice cracked, and he softly cleared his throat, "it's amazing. You're amazing."
Mo Xuanyu slowly reached forward, paused with his hand in the air as he hesitated a moment, but regained his courage enough to finish reaching forward. His fingers landed gently on Jin Guangyao's hair and he carefully tucked some of it behind his ear, letting him get a better view of his face. Though it wasn't the same sort of action it was done with equal reverence.
How long has it been since he had been touched with such care? Even that little action made his eyes shine. He continued to clean him, his torso his arms, his neck. He stood after that and set the cloth aside.
"I suppose I cannot leave you naked on your own." he smiled softly he knew there was an unevenness in only one of them being clothed and exposed. "Though I must warn you that I am not really in the best shape..." he was a bit ashamed not of his nudity but of the story his body will tell. Still, he undid his robes and took them off, piece by piece, careful to fold them up neatly on his small chest of drawers. His hat and guan rested on top of the pile.
His skin was covered from the neck downwards in various bruises and scars. His hat covered a cut on his temple. Though this attention was also getting to him. He was rather hard despite it.
He sat down on the bed in front of him. "We should do this as equals, right?"
His eyes eagerly roamed Jin Guangyao's body, lingering on most everything that stood out at all. Not just the bruises, but also the shapes of his muscles, the lines of his body that were normally obscured by his clothes, his chest, his--cock--
Mo Xuanyu's breath stilled for a moment as he laid eyes on it, on how it was already going hard. That could only be because of him, right? He was the reason Jin Guangyao was so eager right now.
He wondered how it would feel once it was pressed inside of him. Surely it would be better than how his fingers had felt. Even knowing it was Jin Guangyao would surely make it better...
With reluctance he tore his gaze away to continue taking in the rest of Jin Guangyao. He couldn't help but have his attention drawn to those bruises, and Mo Xuanyu felt his heart twist in pain. How terrible must it have been to receive all of those? Mo Xuanyu sometimes had a rough time in training, but these... these weren't like that.
"Yao-ge, please, let me--" He fumbled around for a moment before managing to get a hold of a compact of ointment from nearby. Mo Xuanyu was so worried that he didn't even realize how forward he was being as he dipped two of his fingers in and brought some of the cream towards one of the more recent-looking bruises near Jin Guangyao's collarbone. "Please, let me take care of this..."
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When he realized what talismans Jin Guangyao was using, his heart skipped two beats. Talismans were one of the few things he could say he was actually good at, and without inspecting it Mo Xuanyu could recognize it from this far away. Every little thing that made this just a bit more real made his heart pound harder, until he was certain that it was impossible for Jin Guangyao to miss the sound of it.
At the request to undress Mo Xuanyu nearly ripped his own clothes off, undressing faster than he ever had in his life. It was only once he had pulled the last of his garments off that it suddenly hit him that he was naked before Jin Guangyao. His bashfulness caught up with him and Mo Xuanyu hunched in a little, trying to subtly hide the thick liquid on his thighs and his cock that was already getting hard again, as if those weren't the reasons for getting naked in the first place.
He nervously and wordlessly glanced up at Jin Guangyao from behind his eyelashes, desperate for approval even more so while in a vulnerable state like this. What if Jin Guangyao didn't like how he looked? What if he wasn't good enough for him? These and more thoughts surfaced unbidden even as Mo Xuanyu tried desperately to push them down.
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"A-yu, Straighten your back. You are beautiful, you do not need to hide it on my account," he spoke gently, dipping the cloth in the water and beginning to wipe his brother's body. He was on his knees as he did so, he worked slowly, almost reverently. Mo Xuanyu deserved to feel loved. Like he was a treasure. And not something to be tossed aside.
He started at his feet and moved up his thighs, cleaning his come off him, but being careful not to get too close to his cock yet. He would hate for him to spend himself again so soon.
"Is this okay, didi?"
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His gaze was glued to Jin Guangyao as he worked, mouth hanging open slightly. It somehow felt like this was wrong, like he should be attending to Jin Guangyao instead, but he didn't dare ask him to stop. All he could do was watch entranced as Jin Guangyao moved up his legs little by little, and by the time he was wiping off the errant come Mo Xuanyu was already fully hard once again. This time, there was no hiding it from Jin Guangyao's sight. His whole body was flushed, eager and waiting.
He nodded once, then swallowed to try to wet his dry mouth before speaking. "Yao-ge," his voice cracked, and he softly cleared his throat, "it's amazing. You're amazing."
Mo Xuanyu slowly reached forward, paused with his hand in the air as he hesitated a moment, but regained his courage enough to finish reaching forward. His fingers landed gently on Jin Guangyao's hair and he carefully tucked some of it behind his ear, letting him get a better view of his face. Though it wasn't the same sort of action it was done with equal reverence.
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"I suppose I cannot leave you naked on your own." he smiled softly he knew there was an unevenness in only one of them being clothed and exposed. "Though I must warn you that I am not really in the best shape..." he was a bit ashamed not of his nudity but of the story his body will tell. Still, he undid his robes and took them off, piece by piece, careful to fold them up neatly on his small chest of drawers. His hat and guan rested on top of the pile.
His skin was covered from the neck downwards in various bruises and scars. His hat covered a cut on his temple. Though this attention was also getting to him. He was rather hard despite it.
He sat down on the bed in front of him. "We should do this as equals, right?"
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His eyes eagerly roamed Jin Guangyao's body, lingering on most everything that stood out at all. Not just the bruises, but also the shapes of his muscles, the lines of his body that were normally obscured by his clothes, his chest, his--cock--
Mo Xuanyu's breath stilled for a moment as he laid eyes on it, on how it was already going hard. That could only be because of him, right? He was the reason Jin Guangyao was so eager right now.
He wondered how it would feel once it was pressed inside of him. Surely it would be better than how his fingers had felt. Even knowing it was Jin Guangyao would surely make it better...
With reluctance he tore his gaze away to continue taking in the rest of Jin Guangyao. He couldn't help but have his attention drawn to those bruises, and Mo Xuanyu felt his heart twist in pain. How terrible must it have been to receive all of those? Mo Xuanyu sometimes had a rough time in training, but these... these weren't like that.
"Yao-ge, please, let me--" He fumbled around for a moment before managing to get a hold of a compact of ointment from nearby. Mo Xuanyu was so worried that he didn't even realize how forward he was being as he dipped two of his fingers in and brought some of the cream towards one of the more recent-looking bruises near Jin Guangyao's collarbone. "Please, let me take care of this..."