This was wrong. Jin Guangyao knew it was. He was the one in the more powerful position here. He would be taking advantage of his lower position. This boy was trusting him and he knew what effect he had on him.
He was warm though and so close. And it felt nice to be wanted, to be adored. When was the last time anyone adored him? Should he give in even though he knew any misstep on his part could land him kicked out or worse?
All this hard work for nothing.
Perhaps...What if he could forget it for one night? He'll put talismans up so no one could hear. Take him to study in the secret room. He was covered in cuts and bruises from head to toe, was it wrong that he wanted care, a gentle touch? Just this once?
His hands moved from his face to lilt up his face. "A-Yu. You have nothing to be sorry about. You have done nothing wrong. You are such a good boy. You work so hard. I see you trying your best."
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He was warm though and so close. And it felt nice to be wanted, to be adored. When was the last time anyone adored him? Should he give in even though he knew any misstep on his part could land him kicked out or worse?
All this hard work for nothing.
Perhaps...What if he could forget it for one night? He'll put talismans up so no one could hear. Take him to study in the secret room. He was covered in cuts and bruises from head to toe, was it wrong that he wanted care, a gentle touch? Just this once?
His hands moved from his face to lilt up his face. "A-Yu. You have nothing to be sorry about. You have done nothing wrong. You are such a good boy. You work so hard. I see you trying your best."